tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85207682011-04-22T01:44:21.187+08:00hahajasminenoreply@blogger.comBlogger341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1116084641728202912005-05-14T23:07:00.000+08:002005-05-14T23:30:41.733+08:00

i am so sick of service learning. i mean, why on earth do we need to organise the bloody thing for two days?? then we have to do so much and i don't even need so many hours. i seriously don't give a damn. i just want to get enough hours and that's it. why is my whole bloody group so enthu. and WHY, OF ALL THINGS, DO WE HAVE TO DO A DANCE? wth. can't we just sort of go up there and sing something

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1115999339613864452005-05-13T23:47:00.000+08:002005-05-13T23:48:59.613+08:00

semestral reports are coming... and spm too. i await my death. sigh.

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not again :(. i am so annoyed with myself... i don't even have enough self control to pace someone can. i started walking on the second round already :(. thanks gek and jiaying. sorry i still wasted all your energy in the end.

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1115881026994351442005-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:002005-05-12T14:57:07.000+08:00

yayy :). twinkle twinkle rocks :>. it's such a nice arrangement :). but i can't stand doremi!!! so gross :(. it's not challenging but not very very very easy either, not interesting, not fun, blahblahblah... and we've been playing it for every single concert since sec 2 :/. sighh. whatever. i shall not be annoyed that we're playing doremi... i shall be glad we're not playing march spirit :P. haha

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1115567876883790542005-05-08T23:36:00.000+08:002005-05-09T00:11:50.016+08:00

i finished the philo essay :) yay :). anyway it made so much sense to me when i was writing it but when i read through it again it was like wth who wrote this crap... -_-;. so i can write philosophical essays but cannot understand them :S. hehe. and i have short term memory like ms ning so i cannot remember what i wrote about already. haha. whatever. hope jude chua's better at this sort of thing

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1115368220805644692005-05-06T16:03:00.000+08:002005-05-06T16:30:20.843+08:00

argh i screwed the chem and bio papers. :(. that is so ironic... i always thought i was more sciency than humansy... but i suppose the only reason why i didn't screw the geog paper is cos there WAS no geog paper. sigh -_-;. whatever then. and i don't know how i did for eng chi and ss. it was just-... like that. and that leaves only two papers i'm happy about? excellent. my best paper was math, as

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1115023630422021302005-05-02T16:38:00.000+08:002005-05-06T16:03:30.193+08:00

argh eois suck. while they conclude from mendel's experiments that hereditary factors are responsible for the transmission of characteristics, I can only say that he likes gardening >/. pea brained idiot. and faraday's just an annoying poser.

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1114348296951744242005-04-24T21:02:00.000+08:002005-04-24T21:11:36.953+08:00

i love the first four songs in my band songs playlist... haha. cos the first is alvamar, then animations, then spirited away [the title's in jap so it starts with a :>], then appalachian. haha. then i will listen to these four songs, then after that is some long draggy boring song so i go back to alvamar again and again :P. haha sounds familiar? :P. no wonder i know so many songs... :P. and jap

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1114001094288387012005-04-20T20:34:00.000+08:002005-04-20T20:44:54.290+08:00

i rescued allene today :). yay :):). but then 2 of her keys are stuck :(. so annoying. :/. and the embouchure thing really works :) [i think...]... i seem to be able to change instrus without sounding too disgusting anymore. but then i'm not sure... amber's reed is damn thin already and allene's is still very very new. today was the first time using it :). anyway i want my stand back :/. just now

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yayy i love amber :):). i'm the happy one :) yeah :). and i think i finally sort of get the diff btwn my 2 embouchures so hopefully i can change more easily now :>. haven't tried though... allene's stuck in the band room which is locked :(. and i didn't want to bother mrs koh again today cos she just opened for someone and locked it back already :(. i want allene :(:(. anyway they shouldn't lock

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113831187909489522005-04-18T21:26:00.000+08:002005-04-18T21:33:07.910+08:00

finally got down to trying amber again... once in school and once at home. i sounded much better at home for some reason. i think cos i was practising my Bb embouchure in the mrt [argh don't worry i got enough stares to prevent me from doing it in the bus as well ^^]. :/. anyway i died after like playing for half an hour and i hope it's because the time in school also accumulated so actually it's

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113740290565234412005-04-17T20:07:00.000+08:002005-04-17T20:18:10.566+08:00

haha i dumped the script on soph to practise and find the suitable speed for us to go at :P [only about speed 300]. wasn't it good exercise :). anyway she said she sounded vaguely like someone practising it... haha... guess who :P. my mom cut my hair :) and layered it too. sort of. dunno what she did, but i suppose it'll look the same as layered hair tied up lah :). hehe. my head feels light now.

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argh this is annoying. our rs presentation script is way too long... and i've been trying to shorten it for the past hour or so and reading it over and over again but it's still nine and a half minutes presently and i'm like bulldozing through the whole thing :/. firstly, we can't possibly reflect for 10 seconds each, and even if we manage to, our timing will have to be damn precise and we must

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113717197613787092005-04-17T13:47:00.000+08:002005-04-17T16:57:30.750+08:00

so that was it. well. wish i had played better. whatever crap. but the ocean glowed :). partially anyway. we could have done better, but still.it's this sense of being in something wonderful and you totally love the feeling of being in it, but somehow you just feel you're not contributing. don't feel like i play a part in any of its achievements and i was actually screwing up badly just that i

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113322592701291732005-04-12T23:59:00.000+08:002005-04-13T00:16:32.703+08:00

haha i slept at 6 this morning and woke up at 3. i'm amused at myself :). i am so amusing. ahahaha. don't need to sleep tonight already. hahaha. how amusing i am. and how amused i am too :). i am mad ok. anyway i'm trying to do chem pt now and we're trying to formulate an experiment to show about ease of discharge so that they are preferentially discharged. but all i know is the stupid list of

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113232643702625842005-04-11T23:10:00.000+08:002005-04-11T23:17:23.703+08:00

a tempo... was REALLY cool... :!. i will aim to play like that some day -_-;. oh dear. we have 4 days now... i am dead... we're meeting for chem tmr and i haven't done anything yet. and again, i'm going to be doing the least cos they're staying over to do tong xiao and of course, i'm not allowed to again >/. like i'm not feeling bad enough already... i forgot all about the stupid chem thing and

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1113092696800778202005-04-10T09:52:00.000+08:002005-04-10T09:53:24.666+08:00

yay!!!! we got the extra 4 marks!!! we rock yeah? haha. i love us :). he better give the 4 marks to us or i will cry.. waste my friday night and make me miss my hai tun wan. haha. but actually i don't think it will make much of a diff even with the 4 marks cos our timeline kind of sucked.. :/. we practically just got everything off the net... and then format a bit here and there and hand in

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1112793609310372122005-04-06T21:07:00.000+08:002005-04-06T21:21:11.840+08:00

yay i can now run up high high and not sound uneven :). goody :). and it's good indiving with soph cos she sounds so perfect and i hear her and i want to sound perfect too :). motivation :). so it will soon be fourth last band prac and last sectionals before syf... and SO, i will stop being pessimistic and horrible. i will just be nice and encouraging and try to do what else i can in the little

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i hardly played two notes today :(. sigh. and i was hoping to work on my high notes so i can run around the range more easily. we happened to talk about the chinese test again today... and i realised i haven't posted about chinese test :). i must share my joy with people :):). exciting news: i actually passed the thing!! :):):). yeah. hehe. of course, i will just not compare myself with people

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we have 11 days, 16 hours and 30 minutes left. great. looking at sectionals, don't really think we can make it. look at the bloody conductor!!! a conductor's there for a reason can. all through sectionals especially when we played ocean i was staring at soph just waiting for her to explode and scream at people to watch her. but she only said it calmly once :/. as calmly as if it were the first

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1111576347235366072005-03-23T19:04:00.000+08:002005-03-23T19:12:27.236+08:00

was so tired today. esp after indiving [rmb... concentrate :P]. but horrible people didn't let me sleep. i was sleeping and shuhui woke me up to put the notice on the band board cos ms lim said must put -.-;. like hello.. there's no one to see it until saturday anyway so why put it up? anyway i wrote one line of the thing and sanlee conveniently came in so she helped me finish writing the thing

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i just drove myself deaf. after that long long talk i felt so guilty about how i never got beyond playing warmups everytime i try to practise at home. but i always sound so shrill and disgusting at home i can't bear continuing cos the whole ocean is bloody high. so anyway i made myself continue today. and it's obvious what happened. i think my mom is having second thoughts about saying i'm noisy

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1111403704839103652005-03-19T19:13:00.000+08:002005-03-21T19:15:04.840+08:00

i came in late at 56 and squeaked at 47. sorry mo. so this is what they say about there's no second chance (on stage). our ocean sounded as big, and as full, as a sea shell. nice.

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1111034915708613592005-03-17T12:31:00.000+08:002005-03-17T12:48:35.710+08:00

hi. so that was our last band camp. somehow it doesn't really register and i keep thinking we'll come back next year. sigh. we had auds. after that i was like -. although she brightened me up a bit, i was still -. could tell they all try very hard and have improved, but somehow it just didn't give me much comfort considering syf is a month away. i wasn't very disappointed or anything, but it was.

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1110382461282300572005-03-09T23:33:00.000+08:002005-03-09T23:34:21.283+08:00

OH I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MATH TEST!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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hai sucks. why's tomorrow such a long day :(. i changed reed size on allene :). and i sound much better now. and louder too :):). anyway ocean is such an exciting song... my reed was more or less seasoned after i practised the first 2 pages O.o. and it's not like we got the song yesterday or sth so i needed to play everything over and over again. it's like go through, come back to the a bit

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1110209685293421202005-03-07T23:27:00.000+08:002005-03-07T23:34:45.296+08:00

i MUST say, i'm a good one for working under pressure (:. my pt is done (:. well almost. i just have to make it sound nicer and add a few words here and there tmr. i'm sick of it already :P. and i have to somehow make it longer. don't suppose it really matters cos they said max was 1200 and didn't say anything about min :P. but of course, my word count still shouldn't look THAT disgraceful.. tis

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1110200701283033062005-03-07T20:48:00.000+08:002005-03-07T21:10:38.913+08:00

oh i forgot to say, the clarinetist in romeo and juliet was so loud. his sound totally filled the auditorium. and his tone is nice too :). i'll never be as loud as him. and it's not even for the lack of trying. at least i hope not. anyway i missed parts of the conversation in the play cos i was listening to him play though he's only supposed to be in the background :P. and the music in howl is

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1110120345686490082005-03-06T22:31:00.000+08:002005-03-06T22:49:01.803+08:00

woots i'm already sick of homework :). hee too bad i'll have to do the rest of the graphs in school tomorrow. anyway i remembered what i was going to gush about. amazing how much crap i think about when i'm supposed to be thinking about how a sine curve looks when i multiply it by four. and unexpectedly, i actually think about stuff other than homework better when i'm supposed to be doing

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1110117756766757152005-03-06T21:26:00.000+08:002005-03-06T22:16:04.793+08:00

chinese test was so horrible. in that first part out of 12 questions i only knew EIGHT. and i wrote crap for the rest which was so obviously wrong. oh my goodness i'm going to fail this. and i didn't even have time to finish my compre :(. crap. luckily i didn't spend my whole rs and assembly and recess mugging [and not even the whole night before for that matter... i only read through the first

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1109897405599859072005-03-04T08:14:00.000+08:002005-03-06T22:03:49.426+08:00

it's geog now.. and i'm supposed to be doing my performance task. too bad :P. blogging is funner :). i played so much better for band prac yesterday than on tuesday. yay :). anyway the light is so cute :). it first spoiled when the chime went tong! then when we played the exciting parts it kept flickering and flickering very very quickly. the best part was when the cymbals crashed at the

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1109253262971278462005-02-24T21:26:00.000+08:002005-02-24T22:03:50.820+08:00

hai this is BEST. i have ting xie tmr, my teacher put the ci yus on inet, and my com cannot read chinese, ever since my dad added another hard disk. i am DEAD. it's ok.. i can learn during recess... [like real. i can so learn about 75 ci yus in half an hour :(]. that's ok.. at most fail one time, then i chong ting xie :D. oh well. she was the one who refused to print it out.. too bad, i quote her

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1109251460620659222005-02-22T21:01:00.000+08:002005-02-24T21:25:12.653+08:00

soph and emm say blog. ok i'm blogging :). play was.. cool. dunno. i still consider it more of a success than a failure, though dancing sucked. ocean was rather good, considering the number of band pracs we actually had on that song :). though i suppose what mo said is true.. hm. and though dancing wasn't as good as it should have been, it also wasn't as bad as it could have been. hm. we watched

jasminenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8520768.post-1107223123890369372005-02-01T09:52:00.000+08:002005-02-01T09:58:43.890+08:00

i am dead dead dead. dead. i'm dying in class here. was trying not to fall asleep during chinese. and it wasn't even boring. actually it was quite exciting... :P. but i'm tired :(. and at pe i was just randomly hitting the ball whenever it came near me... didn't even know who's on my team. later there's geog. tragic. i hate her :(. and math SHOULD be boring as usual, but i'm used to it so. oh

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